no i have not disappeared of the side of the earth. hiiiii. :D

been super super super super busy. so sorry.

lifes fantastic, btw. so let me tell you a couple of my imediate changes.

im now 20. holy crap, i know. i dyed my hair black. HOLY CRAP, i know. i love it, its awesome. i have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. his name is dreyton. hes my world, hes incredible. we've been together now for almost 3 months. talking for about 7. i'm going to uncw, majoring in marketing. i weigh 140 lbs, 5'7. im healthy as ever. had an incredible summer. driving a red pontiac grand am. living in wilmington with some great friends.

so pretty much everythings changed since the last time i was on this thing. write me, question me!!!!

i still love you allllll!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys I don't know what to do. Last night a couple of my really good friends were leaving a party and my best friend in the world was driving. Thinking he was unstoppable he was speeding like crazy and went around a corner and they flipped 4 times. One of the guys I didn't know, Jake, was thrown out of the car and was crushed between the car and a tree. He died instantly. Caleb, a good friend of mine, is in intensive care at the moment and were all unsure whether he's alive or not. An hour ago we got word he was in a coma but theres a possibility he may have passed away since then. I'm very worried. Joey, the driver, who is my best friend in the entire world is also in the icu and is alive and concious but is in very bad condition. another girl i didn't know, jessica, is in the icu from what i've heard.


Jake, Joey, and Caleb were all 17. This is definitely the proof that only the good die young. Please if you can keep these guys and their families in your prayers. Were all having a tough time down here. :(

im freaking freaking freaking freaking!!!! i really thought kris did rather good. and danny SUCKED! i cannot watch kris go, not like this. he seemed so sad, upset, and defeated tonight. guys we cannot send him home. he deserves to stay!

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i need a cool username lol. but i cant come up with nethings new thats good and isnt taken...
hmm
ne help??

I don't know what I've done but apparently no one I've ever talked to on lj gives a shit about me anymore so I guess I'll be saying goodbye for a long while on here. Maybe I'll come by every once in a while to check up on someone but later.

I heard this song this morning as I was waking up (we left it on VH1 last night) and am hooked. It's catchy as hell and I think it's a pretty fucking awesome song haha. I am in love....

so i know ive been away so often lately no one would dare do me a favor but if any graphic makers are still out there willing to help me i need it  badly right now. im starting up castrodome  again and need some help with a new banner.

wanted to use the pics from the gorgeous andrew shepherd photoshoot. i absolutely love the ones with him staring straight into the camera and oh who am i kidding they are all beautiful. so if anyone would be willing please, please, please, please get up with me. i will forever be in your debt.